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  • Jul. 4th, 2009 at 6:04 PM

I am, what you might call, “candid” about sex or “sexually liberated.” Based on the things I have tried and those I want to try, most people would probably consider me kinky. It comes as no surprise when they find out I’ve been doing internet porn for almost ten years now. And because of my “hobby,” very little shocks or offends me anymore. (Desensitized?) I cater to fetishes and have a lot of them myself… Actually, one of my fetishes is Fetishists, so that’s how and why I’m seeking out related forums/boards.

Lately, I am especially curious about Foot Fetish. Maybe my interest was piqued by Bachelorette contestant Tanner Pope? :D
I’m not completely new to it though. I’ve dabbled in foot photography and videography; I’ve given a footjob and had my toes sucked, but I still don’t feel I’ve explored enough to be truly sated. I suspect being intimate with someone who kisses my feet briefly only in the heat of the moment is very different than playing with someone who is genuinely into foot worship. I definitely want to experience the latter (and I think foot play with me is different that with a lot of other women… namely, because I don’t engage in it just to please my partner, but because it is erotic to me too).

Do *I* have a bonafide foot fetish? That’s a gray area, I think. I’m fascinated about every aspect of this particular fetish… certainly the psychology of it, the actual foot related sex acts themselves and even feet as art. I’m not quite turned on by looking at feet, per se, but I am excited by using my feet to tease and please men and women. The thought of a man getting an erection from eyeing my pretty, painted, pedicured toes exposed by summery sandals or from catching a glimpse of my soft soles and delicate arches as I absently (yet seductively, for him) dangle a high heeled pump… and the thought of me stuffing my pantyhose encased toes into a mans mouth while his cock pounds my pussy… or the idea of a woman rubbing her wet pussy all over my feet… well, these are fantasies that get me very hot.

While you can’t be certain of anything on the web, not everyone with an unusual fantasy is a stalker or a sociopathic or psychopathic killer. Typically, I don’t find most Fetishists creepy at all. I understand them, I guess. I can absolutely empathize with how uncomfortable it can be to explain or indulge what turns you on sexually when it comes to, let’s say, less than open-minded people. I like to draw out their confessions, to be honest. I hope unburdening feels good to them. For me, finding out what makes them tick is as erotic as actually participating in what they describe. Any questions I might ask are out of genuine intrigue, not in order to pass judgment on anyone or to make fun of them! Glory be to the medium that allows people to open up and share!

Still, I feel sort of skeevy joining forums. I’m looking for masturbation fodder like most of the members, but I also hope to connect with someone who “gets me” and can perhaps entice me into trying new things. If you can point me in the right direction to find some kind, friendly feet guys, please do.

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

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Whatever, whatever, whatever

  • Jul. 1st, 2009 at 7:58 PM

Work life and home life are crushing me right now. I felt like blogging to forget. Damned if I didn’t stare at the cursor for, well, quite a while. In the interest of frivolity, here’s the banter-y type shit I decided to go ahead with…

- I love tea, especially sun tea. I had a happy accident when I made some over the weekend. I wanted flavoured tea. I had some Peach bags, but only 3 and I usually use at least 6 for sun tea. I tossed in 3 Lipton Brisk bags. A few hours later, I was drinking a concoction better than restaurant quality. It didn’t even need sugar. Dare I try the same with Passion Fruit? Hmm.

- On the recommendation of Jay Holben, This Film Is Not Yet Rated is sitting on my coffeetable, awaiting my attention. I am certifiably addicted to news expose sorts of shows like Frontline, so I think this may be right up my alley. And Jay is film dude extraordinaire, so it’s a leap of faith for me. Don’t fail me now!

- Is Trent Reznor in the movie Underworld? Seriously…

- Also, Moonlight should still be on tv. It won a People’s Choice Award, so it was a no-brainer to keep. And after the success of Twilight… Gah, network execs make me want to spork out my eyeballs.

- I’m trying to read this book about a priest who was killed by cyanide in front of the congregation. It doesn’t require knowledge of the G word to ‘get it’, but I’m still not feelin’ it. I like the cop characters though; they are reoccurring from some of the author’s other books. I guess I was hoping for something a little more sadistic. Oh how that applies to other things at the moment, ha!

- My favourite Michael Jackson son is “Leave Me Alone;” now stop asking! :P

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

In The Headlines

  • Jun. 25th, 2009 at 11:54 AM

After watching recent news reports, I’ve noticed that it seems many of us think our votes entitle us to an awful lot of access to politicians personal lives. (On a related note: Overall, the general sense of entitlement in society today is staggering. The behavior of so many people often has me asking the rhetorical question, “Who do you think you are?!”) It is understandable to want to vote for someone who shares your views and can relate to your agenda (yes, we all have one). To not want to cast vote for someone who does not is, actually, your RIGHT, but only the degree that you aren’t infringing on anyone else’s rights. However, if you are unsure of where a candidate stands, in that case, it might be in your best interest to simply abstain from voting for that office. Exercising that type of freedom- to choose or to choose not to make a choice, is part of what allows the system to work.

While it matters to me whether an illegal act has been committed, I don’t care who elected officials are fucking; I feel that’s a private matter. Sure, the ‘injured spouse’ could be considered a victim, but adultery isn’t a crime, per se. It’s certainly grounds for dissolution of a marriage, but it isn’t an offense punishable by law, though their spouse may find ways in which to punish them for it. ;)

The real injustice is that careers are forever jeopardized by private matters that don’t affect competence or ability to perform job duties. I’m baffled that sex between two consenting adults causes such a stir. Granted, when it is done on company time or financed with company funds, that’s another matter, but done ‘off duty’ and with their own earned monies shouldn’t be grounds for termination! Yes, a certain conduct is expected of them AT WORK - just like it is of you, but what one does in their freetime, provided it is legal, has so little bearing on other areas of their life or yours.

Some may argue that politicians should be held to a higher standard. I believe the time to let go of our ideals about what a politician is and should be is long passed. In this era, the best we can hope for is that they are not criminals. Certainly, this is unfortunate and sad fact, but a reality none the less and it is something to which we must adapt. Our adaptability is key to our success as a nation.

Others may argue that an affair is a reflection of character and, therefore, an indication that someone cannot be trusted with the job of running our country. Before you start spewing that logic, it might be a good idea to ask yourself: How above reproach are you? What things have you done that would be reason for you not to be trusted and have things taken away from you, have your life ruined? More importantly, who is qualified to make that judgment? The common man? Your next door neighbor? The guy in line at the supermarket? The woman waiting for the bus? I mean, they vote and pay taxes too, so… ???

Most of us, thankfully, are instilled with a basic sense of right and wrong; that isn’t exclusive to any certain religious sect. We can all probably agree to the general compromised summation of: those that kill or steal should be held responsible for their actions and receive some sort of punishment. (It is the specifics upon which we can’t agree.) I know I definitely can’t get past the fact that the world can’t be that envisioned “better place” with these thinly veiled attempts to enforce any particular set of morals on others. I feel like an old woman as I sit here shaking my head and muttering, “what a shame; we have so much potential.”

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

The New Girl

  • Jun. 21st, 2009 at 3:48 PM
I took an Old 97’s tune called The New Kid (swapped the genders, changed kid to girl, tweaked a couple of other words) and parodied it into a song about the camgirl world, ha!

Verse 1:
The new girl, she’s got money
The money I deserve
She’s got the goods but she’s not good for her word
I should be rolling in it
I’ve been a working stiff
As for the justice no one knows where it went

Chorus:
I’m gonna cam away
Until my dyin’ day
I will be remembered for the hot things I did
Believe me every year
There is another one here
Don’t you see I used to be the new girl
I am sorry to say
You’ll get carried away
Oh
You will be replaced
You will be replaced
I tell you again
Don’t get too settled in
Oh
You will be replaced
You will be replaced
by the new girl

Verse 2:
The new girl, she’s got my fans
The fans I used to have
She’s got the looks you know, but not from her dad
They should be kissing my ass
They should be so in love
There is no justice
There’s just dark stars above

Favour For A Friend?

  • Apr. 23rd, 2009 at 12:51 PM

I am always wary of meeting interweb folk, but I knew right away that Sunny and Blake were my kind of people when I met them in Toronto while visiting Steph The Geek a few years ago. They are really special to me in that kindred spirit sort of way. It would mean a lot to me to be able to help them out. This where you come in!
Please register and vote for them to win an amazingly kickass vehicle by Nissan called the Cube. It only takes a minute and you won’t get any spam from it. I can’t begin to tell you how much of a positive life change this could mean for them individually, as a couple and for their kids.
The links are:
http://www.hypercube.ca/en/Canvas.aspx?id=9b9168c6-c8bb-46cf-bd27-d0fbf0a8d21d〈=en
and
http://www.hypercube.ca/en/Canvas.aspx?id=9b9168c6-c8bb-46cf-bd27-d0fbf0a8d21d〈=en
If you can remember, please try to vote daily. I’ll give you a friendly reminder occasionally! :) Thank you so much!

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

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I’m Always A Work In Progress…

  • Apr. 22nd, 2009 at 12:08 PM

… and so is my site. I have a lot of spring cleaning to do. Well, I don’t *have* to, but I want to! In the next few days/weeks(?) I’ll revise my bio, update my links list and put up a brighter/happier layout. I’m also discussing the possibility of developing a members area to incorporate into a fellow camgirl’s network of sites. After a bad experience with BLW, I thought that was something I’d never do again, but I both trust and admire this lovely lady, so I’m optimistic about the endeavor. We shall see! I would also like to move out and rent an apartment this summer. I am considering seeking a roommate. More on that another time as well…. 

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

They Do Everything For Us

  • Apr. 15th, 2009 at 7:56 PM

By Exene Cervenka

Because our skins aren’t thick enough, the walls are too thin , our muscles have not evolved , we are not strong enough to protect us from ourselves…

Look ! Soft tan tissue - they are on the cover of the swimsuit issue . He wishes you were her . Because he is looking for something much much more sexier and voluptuous. So he takes out a personal ad that says: “Personality a PLUS …”

Those guys they do everything for us . wedding rings , diamonds , we get to by stuff… STUFF… Lots and Lots of STUFF. Shops , malls , homeshopping walls, is it enough stuff? Is it stuff enough ? We don’t know any better I guess. And now home shopping replaces television trinity ministry in some homes I guess.  and now at least people are getting something for their money.

taxes to taxes, dust to dust. they do everything for us.

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

My Spring Beautification

  • Mar. 14th, 2009 at 2:34 PM
With spring on the way (well, I hope it is!), I am starting to consider changing my look a bit. I achieved one goal already; my hair is to the middle of my back and nearly covers my boobs in the front. Next comes colour! I have been having the black hair versus red hair debate with myself for a few months. I think I have decided on black. Right now, I am about a level 5/medium brown, but black (level 1) is my natural colour. Up until fairly recently, I have hated it. Now, I am embracing it (thanks, emo/scene kids!) and noticing how it 'makes my eyes pop' and my skin look more porcelain. Whereas red, though I love it so much, emphasizes my pink undertones and makes me ruddier (more ruddy?); it requires maintenance too. I have been using my entertainment money to have my hair washed and styled twice a week at the salon instead of spending it on something else (i.e. booze, going out), so I probably should not add another expense into my routine there.

I had this image in my head of the cut and colour. I was picturing a dark Veronica Lake feel. I only today realized I had seen it on someone before and who that someone was- Dita Von Teese. Great since I love arming myself with photos for my stylist and it is easy to find several of her. I like this one in particular. My bangs are long enough to brush over and hide under my hair until they are longer. (I will definitely miss them, but the weekly trims and monthly relaxers needed to keep them properly shaped are annoying me.) And, if I decide to go lighter afterwards, I have always been able to lift several levels from black quickly and easily without frying. In fact, even though I abuse the flat iron, my hair is still so strong I can usually relax and colour it in one shot with very little damage and no breakage. (Dad’s genes, yay!) I even went from black to actual platinum blond in two processes done in the same day once - wow! Honestly, the only drawback with this new darker look is that I would feel compelled to do my brows perfectly every day (at the moment, I do a fast, rough sketch since they are covered by bangs) and to wear makeup in the morning since my face will be so exposed (usually I put it on at lunchhour). No sense in having glam hair and a bare face :P Oooh, I'm nervous and excited!

The prospect of warmer weather has me interested in nail art again too. (For some reason, it just doesn't appeal to me as much when it is cold outside. No idea why!) If it looks like it is going to be consistently in the 60's or 70's or week after next, I think I may get airbrushed tiger stripes, an orange background with black markings overlayed on my fingers and doing a solid orange coat on my toes. Right now I am wearing a polish so horrendously sheer that I am really itching for something bold. I also like the idea of a white background with a flower of some sort painted on with a green stem and pink leaves on my hands sometime in April. I'd probably do the same pink on my toes. My mother wonders when I became such a girl :)

I Am ‘That Guy’

  • Mar. 4th, 2009 at 9:26 PM

I dance like That Guy. You know who That Guy is - the one everybody scoots away from on the floor, the one they keep glancing at and snickering about. Oh, alright, maybe I am not that bad, but I usually opt out of dancing because I know it is not a skill or talent I possess. Well, usually… although, at the gay bars, I can vamp it up like I’m on Club MTV [I’m dating myself with that reference] and no one thinks anything of it because they are all doing the same thing… and besides, I’m a girl [*ew*] and no one pays attention to me in those places.

It’s odd though, because you’d assume that since I can play several instruments, sing and read music that I would have enough of a sense of rhythm to get my groove on without looking like the stereotypical Honky/Cracker. Alas, no! My mental abilities and my physical abilities are completely, embarrassingly, caucasianly [is that a word?!] out of synch. I mean, c’mon, I nearly failed Gym class in school, so that should give you some indication of my lack of coordination!

But, I’ll let you in on a little secret… Sometimes, when no one is home, I put on an ‘old skool’ record from the New Jack Swing era and pretend I am some skeezer in a rap video. [Yo, yo!] You won’t see that on the Voyeur Cams though. I’ll spare you “That Guy!”

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

Ew, gross, illin'

  • Mar. 1st, 2009 at 8:33 PM
I got it. I got the bug my coworkers have been passing around for a few weeks... because they won't stay home when they are sick; they come in with 102 degree fevers. So, I knew it was bound to happen to me, just needed the gestation period.
Friday evening, I found out I'd be having a kid free weekend! She had other things to do and wouldn't be coming over! That would have been awesome, except my throat had started burning. That's how it always seems to start when I get sick... my throat feels like it's on fire and being stuck with needles. I wasn't running a fever. Haven't been each time I've bothered to check. So, that's good. I guess.
Saturday morning it was full on infection... too severe to be the common cold. I loaded up on vitamins, juice, tea and sinus pills. I was all snotted up and miserable. Mad about losing out on enjoying my kid free weekend too. Hmph. I laid around reading, feeling too crappy to even sit up enough to get online. Watched crime tv and went to bed early.
Sunday morning I felt about the same. I sat up to get out of bed and go potty. Damn, my nose started running immediately. Damn, I kept wiping it away as I made my way to the bathroom. So I was to the faucet face phase, eh? Or at least that's what I thought... when I got out into the light in the hallway, my hands were not covered in snot, but BLOOD. God fucking damn it! Bloody nose! Sinusitis?
The shit was positively streaming out! I can watch some gory shit and I'm not at all bothered by seeing someone elses blood, but my own? OMG. NO. I completely drenched two kleenexes to the point where they were so saturated they were about to start dipping on the floor. OH FUCK. I got it to stop though and sent myself to the hot tub, then back to bed.
If that happens again I am going to the ER. I have a feeling I will not be going to work tomorrow. *SNIFF*

Bottle Of Wine

  • Feb. 24th, 2009 at 12:12 PM

For all of us who are married , were married, wish
you were married, or wish you weren’t married, this
is something to smile about the next time you see a
bottle of wine:

Sally was driving home from one of her business
trips in Northern Arizona when she saw an elderly
Navajo woman walking on the side of the road.

As the trip was a long and quiet one, she stopped
the car and asked the Navajo woman if she would like
a ride.

With a silent nod of thanks, the woman got into
the car.

Resuming the journey, Sally tried in vain to make
a bit of small talk with the Navajo woman. The old
woman just sat silently, looking intently at
everything she saw, studying every little detail,
until she noticed a brown bag on the seat next to
Sally.

‘What in bag?’ asked the old woman.

Sally looked down at the brown bag and said, ‘It’s
a bottle of wine. I got it for my husband.’

The Navajo woman was silent for another moment or
two. Then speaking with the quiet wisdom of an elder,
she said:

‘Good trade…..’

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

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R-E-S-P-E-C-T

  • Feb. 3rd, 2009 at 8:00 AM
My journal is not your personal soapbox. If you never have anything positive to say to anyone, about anything, please save your negativity for your own journal instead of making me feel like I can't exchange thoughts and ideas with my friends here at all. Please have the courtesy not ruin it for everyone. Is that too much to ask of you?

“Mailcall!”

  • Feb. 2nd, 2009 at 8:19 PM

Postmaster General John Potter asked lawmakers on Wednesday to lift the requirement that the post office must deliver mail six days a week. Faced with decreasing mail volume due to people using email rather than “snail mail” as a way of sending communications, and increasing costs, the post office had a loss of $2.8 billion last year. The change would not necessarily mean an end to Saturday mail delivery. Studies have looked at the possibility of skipping mail on days that are generally lighter, such as Tuesdays. “The ability to suspend delivery on the lightest delivery days could save dollars in both our delivery and processing and distribution networks,” Potter said. “I do not make this request lightly, but I am forced to consider every option given the severity of our challenge.” Would you have a problem with one less day of mail delivery?

Save Netflix, I don’t send/receive much postal mail. However, there are people who depend upon receiving things like medical items (i.e. pills, testing supplies, dressings, etc) and checks in the mail by a certain date. Any delay causing those to be late, even by a day, really has an impact on those folks. It would be nice to be able to plan ahead, but when you are on a fixed income, critically ill and at the mercy or your benefits/insurance provider, you don't have that luxury. For them, I would oppose this change.

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

False Idols

  • Jan. 29th, 2009 at 12:38 PM

Trixie posted a blog entry on the American Idol that makes some terrific points [here]. Still, I’ve never been able to watch the program for more than a couple of moments. Not only because it is just not my thing (if I wanted to watch people sing Karaoke versions of songs I don’t particularly like, I would go to a bar), but also because the way these people are treated is crap and I’m not amused by others misfortune or their pain, regardless of how poor they sing/perform. Much like when I see America’s Funniest Home Videos, I don’t think it is funny; I feel sorry for the people in those clips and hope they are ok. I guess that’s why it really bothered me when a guest this morning on Bob & Tom said [sic], ‘Without this show these people have no way of knowing they have nothing to offer society.’ I didn’t laugh at that crack. The statement is both mean and patently untrue. It is a strange thing for me to say/feel, since generally, I am a fan of what most people would probably consider inappropriate and/or offensive humour (and certainly a bit of satire or parody) but not cruel, base slights. So, no, “your momma’s so fat…” jokes and slapstick comedy don’t do it for me… Nor does American Idol.

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

Vagina Power & Penis Power

  • Jan. 13th, 2009 at 9:56 PM

:D I don’t know whether to laugh or shout, “you go, girl!” I know I am officially a fan though, for one of those reasons. I’m soooo glad Belinda linked this. I’d never have been lucky enough to stumble upon it otherwise. [NSFW due to the subject matter of the audio, but worth every minute of turning your speakers up at home.]

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

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My Face: The Canvas

  • Jan. 7th, 2009 at 6:06 PM

I received a gift card from Sephora and decided to review the things I bought: Make Up For Ever HD Primer in Green, Kevyn Aucoin’s Eyebrow Pencil in Brunette, Sephora’s makeup eraserpen and their sharpener.
The primer is fantastic, the best I have everused. I have combination skin and most primers are so mattifying that theycause my cheeks to flake and my t-zone to get greasy fairly quickly. Not so with this product! My face becomes matte and without dryness and after using this daily for a week, I have yet to experience oiliness while wearing it.
I have natural pink undertones that I despise, which is why Iselected the green shade. I see a slight reduction in redness afterapplying, but the real impact comes after I put on my foundation (MAC StudioFix NC15) because my skin is so well prepped. It goes on smoother and coverage is much better and my blush blends much better. I see a longevity in my makeup as well; I usually wear it about 15 hours and need no touchups.
In terms of price, at $32, it is a bit more than I wanted to spend, but the quality is truly worth it and a little bit of this product goes along way so it should last quite a while. I am extremely likely to buy this again.

The brow pencil is almost akin to the holy grail! ;) Since my ink has faded, I draw my eyebrows on, preferring them very thin and highly arched, so I have beensearching for a very small tipped pencil for that sort of ‘detail work.’ I’ve tried some other self sharpening pencils that had fairly small tips,but they just did not get sharp enough to suit me. This one is even smaller than any of those and while it does not come to a point as I had hoped, I find it does not need to be pointy; it is still sharper than any of the others.
This pencil is nearly perfect! Staying power is excellent, whic his very important to me since I have no hairs left. It does not smudge, so it would not be a good candidate to use as eyeliner. It is not cakey like so many of the long-wear variety, nor is it shiny like so many eyeliner pencils that I’ve tried to use for brows instead. I can sketch freely with it to get the right size/shape and I can easily remove any excess/mistakes without screwing up the whole brow.
The only cons are: 1)the brunette shade is a light brown, which is considerably lighter than mynaturally black hair and 2) it is $24. Still, this pencil is so close to being exactly what I am looking for that I will definitely buy again. I expected quality because of the brand name and I got it. I cannot wait to try some of Kevyn’s other items.

The Sephora eraser beats out thecompetition too. Others I have tried did take off product, but they were sooily that they smeared the entire area, causing me to have to start all overanyway. This one does the trick. The only drawback is whatever you remove ends up on the tip. This isn’t a problem if you quickly blot the tip on something before capping it again. Price is about what I paid for similarproducts in a drugstore. Good deal, nice item I will use and re-purchase.
The Sephora sharpener is a steal. At $3, it is cheaper than you’ll find in many drugstores. As of yet, it has not broken off the tips of any of my pencils. It sharpens evenly and well enough. Will purchase another when necessary.

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

Before Eve There Was Adam

  • Dec. 23rd, 2008 at 1:26 PM

Tonight is Christmas Adam, the night before Christmas Eve, when Thee Boyfriend’s family gets together at his dad’s. There’s usually about 15 people there. We order pizza and they exchange gifts. (Hold that thought and notice I said “They.”)
I know his dad likes me; he always invites me to family functions, takes me out to brunch, we talk and get along fine. But, for some reason, every holiday season, he always “forgets” that I am coming over and “forgets” to get a gift for me. So, usually, I am the only one with nothing to open. Now, it’s not like I am family and it’s not like I expect anything, but I have to say that it makes me feel really uncomfortable (and even sad) while everyone else is tearing open their presents and exclaiming over them and I am just sitting there watching, trying to look cheerful and excited for them about the stuff they got.
His dad is about 80, so maybe it is possible he got confused or did not remember in the holiday rush, but if it is something else… well, I’d really like to know. It is puzzling to me and just a wee bit hurtful. His family is not a close loving family though and mine IS. Perhaps we just do things differently. I’m sort of resigned to it, but still… sometimes…

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

An Early Xmas Present

  • Dec. 21st, 2008 at 3:56 PM

Last week, Thee Boyfriend was teasing me about my small hands and feet (both size 5). He slipped on the diamond ring he got me last Xmas. It didn’t quite fit over the knuckle on his pinky, heh. We were laughing about it, goofing around, talking, watching tv, when we caught the forecast that a big winter storm was headed this way and he rushed out and salted the already snowy, icy driveway before it got too dark to see and too slippery to matter… with my ring on… In our worries over the weather, he forgot, I forgot. As you might imagine, the ring is gone! Perhaps it’s buried somewhere under the wintery mix to be found after the thaw out or perhaps it was accidentally flung elsewhere never to be seen again. He felt awful. I felt awful. We searched the area for a few days with no luck. So, today, we went to the jeweler to, hopefully, find a replacement. I chose this: http://twitpic.com/photos/tousledelegance - green sapphire with white diamonds set in white gold. It may not have the same sentimental value, but it sure is pretty.

Originally published at TousledElegance.net

Interview with a TE

  • Dec. 14th, 2008 at 3:35 PM
1. You & your most recent ex - I wish we could be civil, if not friends. He goes out of his way to avoid me at the bars and has blocked me from everything online.
2. Lately, I am listening to – a lot of Little Richard and New Jack Swing bands
3. Maybe I should – wash my hair; my stylist canceled my last appointment so it's been a while
4. I love - kitties and being alone (well, except for a cat nearby)
5. I don't understand – why the people I work with simply cannot understand the concept of basic human respect and civility
6. I have lost my respect for – people, in general
7. I last ate – breakfast: scrambled eggs, yogurt, toast
8. The meaning of my display name is – an oxymoron of sorts, rumpled yet polished

IS YOUR/ARE YOU :

1. Is your hair wet? it probably should be
2. Is your cell phone right by you? actually, it is in the bathroom lol
3. Do you miss someone? lore like some things
4. Are you wearing chap stick? I put triple anti-biotic ointment on my lips; tastes terrible but works

HAVE YOU :
1. Recently done anything you regret? taken the job in 06
2. Ever lied? sure
3. Ever kicked someone? and pulled hair too :P
4. Ever tripped over your own feet? ha, regularly

TODAY HAVE YOU :

1. cursed? oh, for fucks sake
2. Have you gotten mad at someone? that and disappointed
3. Who? the world

RANDOM :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A: me, myself and i
Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: Yeah, one of each gender

Q: Do you want children?
A: Absolutely not

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: Generally don't wear anything with them, but no

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: Eh, it's legible. that's fine.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing right now?
A: plain white tee

Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
A: wanting dinner

Q You can't wait till?
A: summer or until my garnishment is over

Q: What would you rather be called?
A: Doctor? Counselor? ;)
Q: When did you cry last?
A: a few minutes ago
Q. Are you the one of those kids that cut their hair by themselves when they were younger?
A. Yes, I usually did okay
Q. What do you think when you see someone trip, and then try and play it off?
A. That's so sad that they feel like everyone is watching and laughing

Q. Have you ever just bullshitted a report
A. I'm good at meandering into another topic I do know about and somehow linking the two

Q. Ever buy one of those NOW cds from tv?
A. Not sure what those are, but I do have some time life collections

Q. Are you the kind of person who wears GIANT hoop earings?
A. I used to; they pull too hard now

Q. Would you rather work a boring job, or a fast pace exhausting one?
A. boring

Q. Interested in manga? [Japanese "comic books"]
A. Somewhat

Q. Know someone who just has way too many freaking msn screen names?
A. probably me, ha.

Q. Can you be trusted with a fragile object?
A. trusted to put it away where no one can reach it

Q. Ever almost get run over by a car?
A. nearly. it bumped my knee and knocked me down

Q. Do your parents have home videos from when you were a baby?
A. Pics yes, vids no. we never had anything to record them with.

Q. What time did you have to be in school nights?
A. I think it was 9 or 10.

Q. Ever dated your friend?
A: Nah, I usually want someone else

And finally the last question;

Q. What is one thing you would like to say, and to who would it be to?
A: To my boss: This company just isn't right for me. I want to work in an ethical, professional, respectful environment.